Jessica // Surviving An Attempted Suicide
1st Person | ep65 | Jan 31, 2018
Content warning: This subject of this video is suicide and may be triggering to some.

Shortly after the death of Chester Bennington, Jessica shared the story of her own attempted suicide and how she felt waking up after that attempt. She also shares how her sense of purpose has changed since realizing she wants to live.

Thank you to the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline for their assistance in preparing this video. If you, yourself, are struggling emotionally or thinking of suicide, please contact them at 1-800-273-TALK (8255) or the links below. If someone you know may be in crisis and you would like more information on how you can help, please visit

Music featured in the episode: "Before The Hurting Lands" by Jaws Of Love

1st Person is presented by Urban Outfitters.


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